Friday, August 6, 2010

Secret love, my escape, take me far, far away.
Secret love, are you there? Will you answer my prayer?

Please Take Me Anywhere But Here




Fallen in love with MAYDAY PARADE! *Squeals*

Friday, July 30, 2010

OH. MY. GOSH.

SO. EFFING. CUT.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Crying Over You - Taio Cruz


What more can I say? What more can I do? I'm living a lie when I say I'm over you.

Here we are once again.
How can these tears still be rolling down my face again?

I'm Still Crying Over You
♪ ♫


Friday, July 23, 2010

30 Days In 1

stolen from KEISH

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself
I get too attatched.

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
My wicked spelling.

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Pulling reverse on the car and nearly killing me & Linor on mothers day :S

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Leaving me behind.

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Solve a rubiks cube (:

Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Run into Medusa

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Family, Friends, Second Family, Makers of GG, Glee & Avatar-The Last Airbender.

Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
I freaking wonder..

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Long story ):

Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
?????????

Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
My ass.

Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
My.. toes?

Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
3oh!3

Day 14 → A hero that has let you down.
dunno

Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Linor. I lasted about an hour under the same roof without talking to her.

Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Mice.

Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
The Vampire Academy Series changed my views on life. How its so fragile and if you live it in a way that makes you unhappy, then your life meant nothing when you die.

Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Marriage is marriage. I dont see any difference.

Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Dont really have an opinion on that. Its just something that doesnt concern me.

Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
EW.

Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Stay in her hospital room every hour possible. Hold her hand. Apologize to no limit. Appreciate that I have someone as amazing as them in my life.

Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Been a bitch to someone who never deserved it.

Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
eat snail at assembly.

Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
I'm Still Missing You by Tayong. (for Rachel & Keisha)
Umbrella by Rhianna (for Alicia & Thembie)
Best Friend by Auburn ( for Leeboi) except the random bits about comparing to other dudes :S


Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
The ppl across the roads strong-ass gate. It saved me and Linor from dying.

Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
No. Never. Because I have some amazing people in my love. And their love surpasses anything bad about my life.

Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Reading. Helps me relax.

Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
abortion. Fuck child birth. Im scarred after seeing Quinn from Glee.

Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Stop trying to interfere and help others with their friend problems. let them sort it out on their own. :\

Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
Dear self, You are AMAZING.
You're very strong for others when they need the help. You're always nice to the new kid (doesnt always end up well). You always try your hardest to see past peoples flaws and look at them in a positive way. I love that you put so much trust in certain people. Because it means that you're gonna work extra hard to keep the friendships. you give away so much information to them, knowing that you're risking them telling others, but you have so much faith in them that you dont have to worry about it. I like how even on the saddest day, you can still make someone smile. And most of all... I love your ASS ;)

Sunday, July 11, 2010

OMFG. My memory likes to shit me off and remember the most fucked up things everrrr OR the things that are reeallyy painful and i dont want to remember them. But some memories I just LOOOOVVE!

1. Spelling... Not too bad of a thing. But it makes people think im a braniac coz i can remember how to spell anything i've misspelled in the past or words that i read in books. (but it sure pays off in English)

2. Horrible childhood memories of minor car crashes. FUUCCCK. Pretty scary nights. Traumatising shit right there.

3. My ENTIRE history with certain people. How we met, First words ever said to each other, Fun times, Bad times, HORRIBLE times, conversations, etc.
It sucks. Because although with some people i never want to forget these things.. for others i just want to erase them from my mind. But I cant. Coz at one stage, they were super important to me. and I find it really hard to forget ANYTHING about them. Please just get the fuck outt my head. I'd rather not repeat our history every night, over and over, til i fall asleep.


Ninaaa x

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Skyway Avenue


Coz if you jump I would jump too.
We will fall together
from the buildings ledge.
Never looking back
at what we've done.
We'll say it was love.
Coz I would die for you on

Skyway Avenue

YOU get in the bowl!