YESSSSS!! EEK! :D SO HAPPY :) :) 31.05.10 Very Important Date ;)

Ninaaa. x

NEW FRIEND

I know a boy. A twelve-year-old boy. His mother passed away from cancer a few years ago. He always put on a brave face and never cried about his loss in front of anyone at school. I didnt particularly like this boy. I kinda thought he was cocky and stuck up. Then one day, in maths class, he looked so sad and depressed. Everyone asked him why he was so sad, but he didnt talk. Finally, I talked to him privately. I asked him why he was so sad. At first he was hesitant. But after a while he wrote in the back of his book: I love my mum. I knew straight away (considering pretty much everyone knows about his mum). I didnt know what to say. There was silence. When i finally spoke, i was surprised at what I was saying to him. I'm not really comfortable talking about this to people. I told him that I sort of know how he feels. Of course, its a little different because he knew and loved his mother for his whole life and I didnt even know my dad. But i still get the feeling. He started opening up to me about his feelings. He told me about the last time he saw his mum in the hospital. And what makes it worse is that he has to go home to a step-mum. There was so much he told me that he didnt tell any of his guy friends. It was like an epic tale that's told in oscar winning movies. It was so sad. What he went through was horrible. We sat there in silence, crying. I spent the whole day thinking of him and his mum and my dad. No matter how much they asked, I refused to tell anyone why I was crying for the rest of the day.

Now me and that boy are friends. If he ever has another break-down, he knows that he can talk to me. And I will be right there by his side if he ever needs support. And he will be there for me when I need it.

Appreciate what you have (:

I'd just like to tell you that white is second from the bottom of the dick chaaaaaaaaiiiiin.

It Goes:

BLACK
MESSICAN
INDEEUN
HWHITE
and ASIAN

Ninaa.. ;)

Why do i even bother?

Why do i waste my time on you when you dont even care? I guess its partly my fault for not having the courage to even look at you, let alone talk to you. But it still doesnt stop me from thinking that you just dont give a shit. Some tell me to give up on someone who doesnt even talk to me. Others tell me to have faith and to never give up. I'm kinda leaning more towards giving up. Its not worth it. I just dont want it to happen to me again. It hurt enough the first time. I'm praying that one day you'll just realise, and see it.

So hopefully, someone will come along and help me forget the person who gave me so much to remember...

Nina.x

WALKATHON

Fuuucccckk. Didn't know 10kms of walking would make my feet so damn sore. But at least I looked good in all my blueness! The ENTIRE way I was just pigging out on junk food with CLAYRAY! Salt and vinegar chips, starburst fruits, the natural confectionery co. dinosaurs, mini mars bars, cheese rings, playful penguins, blue icypoles and solo. When we got to the Yarralumla woolsheds, I stayed inside and watched some randoms shuffling. It was... painful. But the limbo was just hilarious! Aparently i 'face-planted' on the floor. Gee boi you're wrong. My hands protected my face from being mangled by the floor.

SLEEPOVER

Just to torture me, my friend also decided that she would take me to the mall afterwards to walk around some more T_T' . But afterwards i had a good sleepover with two of my besties (: We saw the FUNNIEST movie everr! And what makes it even more funnier is that it's not even s'posed to be a comedy. It's horror. The Final Destination.. the new one. definition of HILARITY. in the gorey killing scenes we laughed our asses off at them. I have no idea how it was funny.. it just was.

So thats the latest huppa. PEACE.x Nina